Hello World !

well, after two years inactive, I don't know why but some lectures asked the students to make a blog. still cannot relate the correlation between blog and engineering. yeah I am not a good blogger that post something useful haha :D but it's okay. 
one time the lecture told me that a social media you used will describe who you are. and I am not afraid the world know me by my blog :D Hello World! (common syntax used in every programming)
perhaps I will post one or two useful materials. but I am not sure the time :p

PS: this blog was made when I was in junior high school. so don't blame me if the.. posts.. are.. a little bit.. or too much.. over.. (Indonesian called it lebay, alay, jaman suram, etc.)

about you

all of sudden, I was curious
after I was curious, I became worried about him
while worrying about him, I began thinking about him
while thinking about him, I began missing him

- Flower Boys Next Door ep. 07

Bestfriend

entah kenapa dari dulu aku tuh heran. kalo emang kita menyebut diri kita itu sahabat, seharusnya ngga ada yg dirahasiakan. dan aku pun begitu. baru kalo hal hal yg emang kudu dirahasiakan ya ga perlu disharekan. tapi kenapa ya.. feedback nya dari dulu sama. selaluuu aja ada sahabat yang merahasiakan suatu hal yg pada akhirnya aku tau dari orang lain. entah. ga paham. mungkin iya kali ya aku harus jadi pendiam.. mungkin..

Waktu takkan mampu

this song is for... you...

Waktu Takkan Mampu

oleh: Tompi

Tiada kata yang bisa tuk menggambarkan cintaku kepadamu
Tiada lagu yang bisa mengalun oh seindahmu
Kan ku beri segala yang terbaik yang mungkin ku berikan
Tak perlu kau pinta, memang seluruh hidupku oh hanya untukmu

Waktu takkan mampu membunuh segala rasaku, cintaku padamu
Bumi bisa terbelah, cintaku akan tetap utuh untukmu
Waktu takkan mampu membunuh segala rasaku, cintaku padamu
Bumi bisa terbelah, cintaku akan tetap ku beri utuh untukmu

One and two three four five six seven eight nine ten
Hatiku menunggu, kau mengangguk malu
One two three four five six seven eight nine ten
Aku kan setia menunggu hatimu padaku

Tiada kata yang bisa tuk menggambarkan cintaku kepadamu
Tiada lagu yang bisa mengalun oh seindah dirimu

Waktu takkan mampu membunuh segala rasaku, cintaku padamu
Bumi bisa terbelah, cintaku akan tetap utuh untukmu
Waktu takkan mampu membunuh segala rasaku, cintaku kepadamu
Bumi bisa terbelah, cintaku akan tetap utuh untukmu

Waktu takkan mampu membunuh segala rasaku, cintamu kepadaku
Bumi bisa terbelah, cintaku akan tetap selalu utuh untukmu
Waktu takkan mampu membunuhku

One two three four five six seven eight nine ten
Aku cinta padamu, aku cinta padamu
One two three four five six seven eight nine ten
Aku cinta padamu, aku cinta padamu

red dress

I am falling in love with this dress at the first sight
who will buy it for me? 
ehehehe ;)

So Sorry

Mas Nuga, Kak Fey, Mas Rizaldi,

maaf Asti belum bisa menuhin janji Asti 5 hari besok :((

*if you know what I mean

Tyra Banks's post on Instagram

Okay and I know this is who I should be :)

beautiful

I am about to cry when watching this video :')

"you are more beautiful than you think"

is it true? :'(

e52

HERE I AM.

THIS IS ME.

and I am stronger than you ever thought I'd be

:)

-from Instagram

welcome to my new family, e52 :) 

letter N

N..

kenapa harus selalu repot berurusan dengan orang - orang dengan huruf N ?
phew, mentang mentang di nama aku ga ada huruf N sama sekali gitu?
tapi ngga semua nya jahat kok :)
uhm well, masih ada N yang baik 
berharap.. as usual
tapi ngga pengen berharap as usual juga sih
hahaha,,
oke, ngga jelas
goodbye --"

YOU

you told me that I am tooooo annoying
you told me that I am sooooo ugly
you told me that I am just a trash
but can I ask you something?

who are you?

:)

let's see who will win this game, dear..

suddenly

suddenly, i want to post something in this blog :)

don't know why

but i think i will have a good life

after i 'died' two days ago

thanks to you

you opened my eyes 

and made me know that i have not perfect yet

faaaar away :)

i will try my best

not for you

but for myself

:)

wish me luck..

Buat kalian yang tahan banting dan tahan ejekan, I appreciate all of you guys. I give you more than standing applause. Mungkin kalian udah tau caranya bersyukur atas apa yang diberikan tuhan pada kalian. Doain aku segera nyusul ya :’)

Tapi beneran deh. Hati kecil aku berkata. Aku ngga bisa selamanya gendut. Aku kudu kurus. Maaf ya, ngga sesuai title di blog. Tapi doain aku. Aku lagi mau menjalankan diet. Target sih setahun. Udah janji ke Mas Rizaldy tahun depan aku kurus (kisahnya kenapa kok bisa janji begitu panjang).

Iya, aku lagi ngejalanin program diet. Dengan status aku sebagai mahasiswa baru yang bakal banyak kegiatan, status aku sebagai semi anak kos, aku berharap aku lupa makan tapi intensitas kegiatanku tinggi. Jadi deh kurus.

Terus aku juga bergantung pada WRP nih. Nyobain yang 6 days diet pack. Mungkin budget butuh banyak. Tapi liat foto di bawah ini deh. Pengen kayak gitu. J sekali lagi doain aku ya :D

I am tired being abused because of my physical condition now.

Buat kalian yang enjoy, nikmatin aja ya :D mungkin Tuhan berpihak pada kalian untuk menikmati hidup ini. Syukurilah. Kita dijauhkan dari cacat yang mengganggu kehidupan kita seperti teman teman kita yang kurang beruntung :’D

STOP PHYSICAL ABUSE!

                Mungkin posting ini menurut kalian ngga penting. Mungkin juga kalian mikir aku terlalu over sensitif. But, that’s me! Hem. Aku jadi berpikir ulang tentang title di blogku ini. BIG IS BEAUTIFUL. Well, sejujurnya aku nulis judul itu supaya aku sendiri berpikir positif tentang diriku ini. Aku terlalu capek untuk menyesali diriku yang terlahir gendut ini. I am trying to enjoy my life. Tapi judul itu aku buat waktu aku masih punya teman teman yang menerimaku apa adanya. Yang bikin aku enjoy aja dengan keadaan dan kondisiku. Dan masa itu sudah berlalu.

                Yeah, I got new friends. And I know I should adapt with them as soon as possible. Awalnya aku pikir mereka bakal menerimaku apa adanya. Ngga sih. Aku ngga bilang mereka ngga menerimaku apa adanya. Tapi hey. Kemarin aku lagi sensitif banget. Jadi rasanya kejadian kemarin tuh nyesek. Bikin aku mikir tentang semua ini.

                Kejadian apa sih? Kok segitu sensitifnya? Aku ngga mau nyebutin. Malu. Ya. Aku malu. Aku rasa judul di blogku ini tepat buat kalian yang tahan banting dan tahan ejekan. But not me at this moment. Aku tuh pengen bikin first impression yang baik ke semua orang baru yang bakal aku jadikan teman selama 4 tahun! Tapi kalo kalian ngelakuin itu. Kalian bikin berantakan semua rencanaku. :(

                Please. Gendut itu bukan sebuah kecacatan yang bisa kalian ejek. Mungkin aku lebay karena kalian ngelakuin itu cuma dalam konteks bercanda. Tapi, ngga tau deh. Itu termasuk sebuah kekerasan batin bagiku saat ini. Kalian mau tanggung jawab kemana kalo aku diketawain melulu? Kalian ngga ikut ngerasain kan? Justru mungkin kalian ikut ketawa. Hahaha. So funny. Aku badut ya? Hahaha.

                Aku, mungkin sebel sama kalian saat ini. Tapi aku ngga bakal musuhin kalian kok. Kan kalian teman teman baru aku. Tapi maaf ya kalo aku jadi ngasih nilai minus ke kalian. Ngga apa deh untuk saat ini kalian ngetawain aku. Saat ini doang loh tapi. Mungkin kalian lagi stres jadi aku datang membawa obat untuk kalian.

                FYI aja sih, mungkin di pict itu aku ketawa. Nganggap enteng dan nyantai. Tapi tiap ada satu anak baru yang komen di pict itu, tandanya first impressionku hancur ke mereka. Well, belum lagi yang udah liat tanpa kentara. Oke. Anggap saja first impressionku gagal. Makasih :’D kalian emang yang terbaik :’D  

67 Years of Indonesia

August, 17th 2012

HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY, MY LOVELY COUNTRY

I N D O N E S I A !

I realize, I still can not give you something. But I am sure, one year later, two years, or next. I promise.  I will make you proud to have a citizen like me :D 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!!!

August, 17th 2012

yeah,, one more time. Happy birthday daddy! I am so proud to have dad like you. You are my hero :*

In your 53rd birthday, I just want to say thank you for every cares and everything you give to me, my mom, my sisters, my brother in law, and our big family. I don’t know what will I be if there is no you L so please, don’t leave us. I still need you so much dad. I want to be like you. Brave, independent, kindhearted, wealthy, and be a hero :D wait me! I will prove that to you. I will be your lovely daughter J

In your 53rd birthday, I don’t want to say “wish you all the best” like everytime my friends’ birthday. I want to say more than it. I pray to God every single time. I pray to God to always guard you everytime and everywhere because I love you sooooooooo much J

In your 53rd birthday, I hope you will always teach me to be better, to be more mature, and to

 be useful for our big family.

In your 53rd birthday, I hope our family will never get any problems from devils in this world. I hope our family will always in romantic and harmony situation J

In your 53rd birthday, I hope you will give me more money ehehe ;)

I think that’s enough. For the rest, God knows ^_^

Happy Birthday my lovely daddy!!!! ^_^

Unforgettable Moment

hey, a few minutes ago I did blogwalking. from one blog to another. and I've found a post from http://ratrianugrah.blogspot.com/ and I want to post like her too. and here it is :)

unforgettable moment when I knew that I've pass SNMPTN test and being a college student of Electrical Engineering in Tenth of November Institute of Technology ©

 

Quote of the day

grabbed from Resa Hidayat Pramasdeka's cover photo on his facebook profile

Should we say harsh words?

Yeah, I still want to say, Welcome in Surabaya. Miniature harsh world that lies in the eastern part of Java Island. I know, I should have been prepared to socialize with people of different origin. Because I'm not in my safe zone anymore. Especially with people Surabaya itself. The famous words "jancok" it was.

I remember, from the story of my sister, if the original citizens of Surabaya was very kind. Outgoing, friendly, humane, and more. But, should they say rude things? L I still do not understand. Perhaps because I come from a different city. Although the word "jancok" was considered a normal thing here, but not for me. This word still sounded harsh in my ears.

It is not looks that I do not ever say dirty. But, I did my best to not use these words as good as I can. Because there is a sense of guilt when I pulled out a dirty word. Moreover, I am a woman. I think the beauty of women decreased 99% if they say bad words. So I always make effort to keep my mouth from bad words.

Okay, what I told above is too common. After all, Surabaya’s citizen issued that word in the two conditions. First, they're angry. Second, while joking with bestfriends.

All I want to tell you here is, I'm not too accustomed to my new friends who said bad words. They thought it was not unusual. But still, I do not think it is good word. Can not.

And the most thing I hate now is, some people just say dirty words at the wrong time. Even these words are just like a blank word. Dogs! Dafuq! Etc. > _ < ahhh! I wanted to advise them. But, it's a cultural difference. We must be tolerant. But, I think, if your friend is too much harsh, you can warn them.

Hmm, but I'm still trying and will always use my mouth in an appropriate way. Hopefully, though my environment does not support, I can still decide which one is good or bad. And to my friend, I hope you realize. That you can use those words. But not in every situation. Huuuft. Okey.

Anyway, sorry I do not censor those harsh words. just want to make it feel so real eheheh :p

TWT 141

Jadi kangen kelas ini.. kapan kapan kalo ngumpul paket lengkap dong rek ©